oooh Fugazi! not listened to them in years!
Retracing text messages, status updates and phone calls in the harsh light of sobriety, Ive discovered that i left the party last night for the last train home, got off a stop earlier and went to Dumbarton Castle on a head full of drink and drugs, intent on climbing it.
It goes without saying i had no headlights, no ropes, nuts, quickdraws, shoes, not even a chalk bag.
In effect i went on a suicide mission last night, and my friends where aware of what was happening, sober friends, friends Ive traveled to the ends of the earth to pick up when drunk, hurting, people that i would unquestioningly walk through a mile of fire and broken bottles in my bare feet to help.
I never even recieved as much as a "yeah, don’t do that."
Not so much as a phone call to see if i was even remotely safe…
I don’t expect to be looked after, I’m ordinarily responsible enough to be the one in the group to look after others.
Had the roles been reversed id have been there in under four minutes to knock some sense into whomever was contemplating something so stupid.
So to have absolutely no response from people i thought cared about me, it hurts pretty bad.
I could have died last night, and frankly I’m amazed i didn’t, i have no idea what the hell went on down there in the dark, or how i wound up home.
All i do know is the people i hold closest to me didn’t seem to give a fuck.
My peer group is awesome huh?
i could watch this for years
I’ve not played in so long!
Drums are fun, but not nearly as chilled as playing my piano!
Made to wear fucked up berets in work, I wouldn’t mind if they where raspberry, or had an absorbency exceeding a popadom!
i know we all like to hate on the tumblr radar but im just so jazzed about this cube look at it go
La Rose et Le Vampire: One of the world’s first 8b / 5.13d if not the first. Buoux, France.
- Andy Mann demonstrating the “rose move”.
- Route opener:Antoine Le Menestrel, first ascent 1986
- French climber Antoine Le Ménestrel, again, showing how the “rose move” is done!
Watching the ceiling breathe to a randomized play-list consisting of:Explosions in the Sky
God is an Astronaut
Pianos become Teeth
Message to Bears
Boards of Canada
Weed is on its way, my dealer agreed to a home delivery cause I’m too fucked up to drive :D
Life is goooood!